Ugh

April 5th, 2009 by Jennifer

More evidence that my family is mildly psychotic.  My mom the other day talked about me coming for Easter.  I am off Thursday, Friday, and Sunday.  Her great idea was that we drive down Thursday (after rich’s apt) then on Friday I drive back here, go to work Saturday, drive back to ga on Saturday, then drive back to fl on Sunday night to be at work on Monday morning.  Sounds like a lot of driving for someone who won’t return my phone calls or texts :( (good thing I wasn’t in the hospital).

I talked to my dad today on wow and he says” arn’t we spending easter at your house”.  Uhhh? WTF?  Im swear Im moving to antartica…

April 1st, 2009 by Jennifer

Today was a pretty great day :)

Just remember.. when you are surrounded by dumbasses.. murder is a felony and sarcasim is so much more satisfying.

April 1st, 2009 by Jennifer

Things to be happy about

- Fast and the Furious comes out friday, yay for hot guys and hot cars!

- Missing PG’s for GHI.. means I saw in auto in while the rest of the center was in blue today

- Im actually likeing the hair

- My new boots come in Friday and they are secsey!

- Richard said I could take a vacation anywhere I wanted this month.. Woot! problem is I have no where to go.

- I applied for ASC, the promotion would be nice, and I am actually excited for me.

- This damn incentive is ending at work, therefor my work load will decress.  Nay for stupid people who sign up for things and then don’t do their fair share.

- I got the hang out with Jeremiah last week, which was pretty awsome, I forgot how much fun he is to have around and beat on.

- April is looking to be a pretty good month so far, Even though its only 12 min into the month.  Happy april fools!

- Richard and I are starting to talk more.. somewhat.  Atlest we make it to bed together 3/7 nights  a week.

-I managed to let Richard go to Cape for a few days and I didn’t cry once or have any abandonment issues about him leaving.

Things to not be happy about.

-Guys confuse me. Three inparticular.. I thought when you got married guys stoped confusing you?  Boy was I wrong.

-Stupid people not pulling their weight at work

- I may be loosing Tracey as a boss.. Not sure what I am going to do about this one yet.

-Richard and I still arn’t talking enough to make me happy.

- The damn dog needs a bath and I think its my turn.

-Richards friends are coming to stay with us this week for a funeral.. I agreed to this becuase I am a good person.. or at least that’s what I keep telling myself

- I still need to get a life.

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Whats in my ipod?

March 31st, 2009 by Jennifer

I’v been listening to these two songs non stop lately.. not sure why.  The first is Katy Perry “I kissed a girl” and the second is Miley Cyrus “The Climb”. Go figure, who would have thought the two mixxed?  and dispite the title.. I don’t own a ipod, I have a Sansa fuze.

Katy Perry

This was never the way I planned
Not my intention
I got so brave, drink in hand
Lost my discretion
It’s not what, I’m used to
Just wanna try you on
I’m curious for you
Caught my attention

I kissed a girl and I liked it
The taste of her cherry chapstick
I kissed a girl just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don’t mind it
It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don’t mean I’m in love tonight
I kissed a girl and I liked it
I liked it

No, I don’t even know your name
It doesn’t matter,
You’re my experimental game
Just human nature,
It’s not what,
Good girls do
Not how they should behave
My head gets so confused
Hard to obey

I kissed a girl and I liked it
The taste of her cherry chap stick
I kissed a girl just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don’t mind it
It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don’t mean I’m in love tonight
I kissed a girl and I liked it
I liked it,

Us girls we are so magical
Soft skin, red lips, so kissable
Hard to resist so touchable
Too good to deny it
Ain’t no big deal, it’s innocent

I kissed a girl and I liked it
The taste of her cherry chap stick
I kissed a girl just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don’t mind it
It felt so wrong
It felt so right
Don’t mean I’m in love tonight
I kissed a girl and I liked it
I liked it

Miley Cyrus

I can almost see it
That dream I’m dreaming but
There’s a voice inside my head sayin,
You’ll never reach it,
Every step I’m taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I’m gonna to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

The struggles I’m facing,
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I’m not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I’m going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I’m gonna to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb (yeah)

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb (yeah yeah ea ea)

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It’s all about
It’s all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

30 min or less?

March 13th, 2009 by Jennifer

I saw the craziest thing last night.. On my way home there was a dominos pizza guy pulled over by the cops.  His little dome light was one so apparently he was on duty.  Whats so strange about this?  well he was behind his car in handcuffs.  Guess your not getting pizza tonight =p

Randomness

February 20th, 2009 by Jennifer

The wow server is down so I am going to update my blog while I check every 5 min to see if it is up (yes i am a geek).  Things have been slow latley, Richards mom moved out and a week later he got laid off so we are back to me being the only one who has to get their ass out of bed and make it to work everyday.  I switched to 4 10 hour shifts which is helping but i still hate my job with a passion, that place depresses me so much I start to see how people can kill themselves.  Trying to find another job but with the ever growing unemployment rate in FL, i dont see it happening anytime soon.
Lately I have hit a all time high of being unable to sleep.  I try to sleep each night and I am lucky if I can make it an hour without waking up, and this is after takeing prescription sleep meds.  Checking in with a new shrink because work seems to think it is stress related (really?!?) and in response to my absences at work lately they think I should see someone.  Not that I think it will help the only thing that will help is me telling that place to fuck off :/

Life isnt all that bad except for work, Rich is picking up small jobs here and htere and is getting unemployment so we arn’t flat ass broke.  The animals are doing great, love the new house and I have comendered my moms jeep so Im not driving the Grand Am right now which is great.

On another note I miss being me.  I miss my old self and I miss haveing fun. which sucks :(

I should still be sleeping…

October 20th, 2008 by Jennifer

I should still be sleeping, stayed up way to late playing WOW and now I am about to fall asleep at the keyboard, but eh, must work.
I don’t have to clock in for awhile so I figured I would blog something that has been bugging me.  My mother - in - law.  I am starting to think she does things intentionally to piss me off.  Its like she specifically does what I ask her not to.  Its my house and I am very picky about certain things.  The type of trash bag I use being one of them.  I hate the cheap bags that don;t have drawstrings I have mentioned this multiple multiple multiple times.  She goes out and buys two boxes of these. I nicely went out and bought the ones i like and placed her in the back of the cabinet hopeing she would get the hint to use the ones i bought, the ones i have always bought.  No she keeps useing hers.  Yesterday I took out the trash, put one of my bags in and two hours later I come out and the bag has been changed back to her bags.  Have I not mentioned a million times that I don’t like those?
Second, Laundry soap.  We are in the store and Richard picks up a thing of arm and hammer, I tell him know I don’t like it, his mom then asks me why not and i tell her because It makes the clothing smell.  The next day she goes out and buys a thing of arm and hammer laundry soap.
Third, Dish soap.  I only use Dawn, I think the cheap stuff doesn’t get the oil off the dishes.  I have two bottles of dawn in the house and she goes to the dollar store and picks up the cheapest brand you can buy and puts it on the counter.  I let her know I only like dawn on my dishes, She says ok and precedes to use to cheap stuff while the dawn just sits there. I put her stuff under the cabinet and leave the dawn out, she takes it back out and uses it again.  GRRR.  THESE ARE MY DISHES!  Why can’t you at least use the soap that I pay for and that I want used on my fricken dishes?
Its not that complicated.
Living with her is worse then living with any roomate and it is driving me insane.  I stay locked in my bedroom when I come home.  I don’t cook for fear of haveing to spend time in “open territory”.  The TIVO has been moved to my bedroom and I am thinking of adding a minifridge for drinks… Theres no room in the fridge for my own stuff anyway.
Alone time with my husband is something long forgotten unless we pretend to go to the mall.  Wednesday we were nice enough to take her to lunch and to target with us on our sick day.  Saturday we went to lunch then were nice enough to drive all the way back to the house to pick her up to take her to walmart.  One Sunday rich and I wanted to go get lunch and pick up  some grocery’s, do you think she would have been nice enough to let us go alone?  No of course not.  She hops in the car and comes along for the ride even though she doesn’t need anything.  Its ridicules that richard and i have been married for 13 months and the last 4 have been spent with his mother.  We have to go rent a hotel for the weekend just to have enough privacy to have sex.  So on top of spending 800.00 a month in rent we get to add another 200.00 for hotel stays just to catch a break.  Common decienty would say that you give the couple some alone time other then the transit to and from work, but apparently she was placed on this earth to drive me crazy.
I have nightmares in my sleep of her talking to me… no wonder I now take sleeping pills.  Sigh… not much I can do with it now, I have a countdown on my desk until January 1st when I can finally go back to being me.

A moment to talk about a few things I hate…

October 11th, 2008 by Jennifer

I’v been going over things in my head the last few days and have come up with a pretty good list of things I hate.

First off the word “handy”.  A million times a day at work I hear someone say “do you have a pen handy?”  and I want to scream each and every time.  For some reason the word handy makes me think of creepy old guys looking through peep holes in hotels and masturbating to the unsuspecting barely legal girl. I think we should just eliminate this word from the dictionary.

Second.  I hate people who talk on their cell phones in public bathrooms.  While I’m doing my business I don’t need to hear you on the phone bitching at your cell phone company.  Maybe the reason you are getting horrible reception is the fact that you are sitting in the crapper trying to talk on your phone?  Ever think about that?  Whats even worse is when customers call me at work and feel the need to tell me they are in the bathroom.  You couldn’t think of a better time to order your medications?

While we are on the subject of ordering medication… Why do you wait until two days before you need the medication to call and order it and then bitch about how inconvenient it is for you and how you are going to be out of medication?  Hey dumb ass its your fault your out of medication! Bitching at me when your out of your blood pressure medication is just going to put you into an early grave.  In case you didn’t notice, we allow you to get your medication filled 3 weeks before you run out.  Stop waiting until the last min and then bitching at me like its my fault.

Something else that annoys me?  When people pick parts of songs that are full of sexual says or curse worse and put them as their ring tones.  Then when the phone rings in a room full of people they look surprised and apologize over and over again because you had to listen to 30 seconds of fuck this fuck that suck this suck that.  If you wouldn’t want your mom to hear your ring tone then don’t set it as your ring tone unless you plan on keeping your cell phone on silent all the time.

I hate people on WOW who beg for help for simple little shit because they are to lazy to try to complete the quest on their own.  If you try and fail a few times then ok ask for help, but don’t try to complete something that its 16 levels above you and then beg for help because you can’t do it on your own.  I mean does the word DUH mean anything to you?  Thats why they assign levels to the quests…

And the number one thing that annoys me, pisses me off, and I hate? The fact that everytime I say that my mother in law lives me when someone imedetatly says “oh you live with your inlaws?”  NO!! My mother in law LIVES WITH ME.  Not the other way around.  Saying I live with her says that I can’t afford my bills and I am leaching off her.  It doesn’t say that her husband dumped her and I am letting her live with me out of the goodness of my heart.

Thats enough of my ranting for now.

Night.

hummdoodles

April 19th, 2008 by Jennifer

Did anyone know that the carebears have a brand new never before seen show? of course you didnt, why would you?

anyway in other news i am finally getting a new cell phone! Alltel’s LG scoop in a pretty cyan color will be arriving at my doorstep sometime early next week.. I’m super excited.

I went to sea world today, saw the pretty dolphins and whales, def my kind of place.

in other words mucho happy day.

I’v been sick off and on the last few weeks, I’m hopeing that it is on its way out the door now, i’m sick of being sick.  I have my first shrink apointment on monday, should be interesting.

In other news all the people that i grauduated highschool with graudate college this year.  i feel like a looser, i’v spend mucho amount of time over the last week wondering how my life would be difrent if i have only made diffrent choices.. hmm..

Life.. or something of the sort.

March 30th, 2008 by Jennifer

So i’m sitting on the couch in our spiffy new house listening to the tv play and the sirens in the background.. wait sirens? yup, the joy of living in the city I supose… About once every two hours you hear sirens go by.  Not that this is a bad neighborhood, they arnt even stopping in this area they are just always driving through.  One of the great things I will have to live with if I am going to live in the city I supose.

For those of you who don’t know, I have relocated to Orlando to keep from looseing my job.  Not that I was in danger of being fired but thanks to that devil who took over my team when my previous TL transfered I hated going to work so much that there were days that I would cry on my drive to work just hopeing the place would burn down so I didn’t have to go.  The devil made my life such hell at work that there were many days that she made me feel so bad about the work that I did that I would come home crying.  So rather then quiting or haveing a mental breakdown I packed up the husband, dog and cats and transfered down to our Orlando call center. Looking back on the situation I should have stayed there.  I took such a large step back in my career and lost some money and I am so extreamly bored here I think I am going to go crazy.  It is a much better work environment if you can get over takeing only 40 calls in an 8 hour shift.. But anyway I am stuck here.  Within 48 hours of job searching my husband landed an awsome job for a website company makeing the same thing I make to spin in his twirly chair.

The house we located we really lucked out on.  Its a two bedroom one bath house with a fenced in front and back yard, a carport and a one bedroom house in the back that doubles as a garage and laundry room.  Its in the center of the city on the outskirts of the downtown area and it is actually pretty decient size for the awsome cost ( a mear 725.00 a month) which is less the most of the apartments around here go for,  We also have a landlord that waited untill a month after we moved in to collect the rent. Today we finally got the washer and dryer hooked up so I can do landry oh yay.  And the dog is so much happier now that he has a yard to run in.

So yeah.. I live in the biggest thurist area in the united states, I own season passes to the theme parks(or will thursday anyway).  I yell at the idiots who are old as fuck and cant drive… I am now a florida resident.  Very Scary.

In other news last week I had to make an emergency trip to South Carolina.  I was at work and I got a text form the hubby that said ” Call your mom ASAP, expect bad news, theres been a family emergency”  The first thing I thought was that my dad had gotten into trouble at work, I guess thats the down side to being the daughter of a cop, thats always the first place my mind goes.  But no I called and found out that Sandy (who is basicaly my second grandmother) had heart faluir and wasn’t expected to make it through the night.  wow.  Now all my life I have been told that she was going to die soon, she has had cancer and every other deseis known the man but for some reason when it really happens it hits you pretty hard.  So we had to make an emergency trip down to SC, which wasn’t fun.  We were there for almost a week.

College is still going, but it is going very slowly, I expect that I will have to take American Government once again because I am miserable at it.  I just can’t concentrate on it.  Its soooo boring..  Its even worse online.  I don’t know what I am going to do but I have to wait a symester before I can claim fl residency and start college here.  So well see where it goes..

Well thats enough for tonight.  TTFN

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